justlikeme

2006-08-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

how dare you.. how dare you..
i cant believe you did what you did..
what is your deal?
do you like people making other people's lives miserable.
or do you juz like to stick your butt into things that dont even concern you.

i really wanted to put everything that happened today behind me..
but u juz couldnt let me to do that rite.. you juz had to open your trap and tattle to her..
if abel gets into trouble..
i really dunno what im gonna do..

you know what?
it's all my fault..
are you freaking happy now?
is that possibly enough for you guys?
what more do you want from me.

juz leave me alone

2006-07-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

i'm definitely gonna give the whole rose

here's my first post after months
i am juz filled with soooo much love for the band..
my greatest memories are from there..
great frens from there..
and mr sim is making it sooooo much better.. he has a good fashion sense too.. which most boys lack..

although we only got a silver..mr sim was so nice abt it..
he was like.. get ready on monday.. we're gonna practice national day songs.
he's great.
im juz so proud of how much the band has grown..
our morale is always so high when he's around..
he's always encouraging us and everything
band is juz so much more fulfilling now..
i think we might even be able to get a gold for syf next year. with him around..the attendance has been great and God has really blessed us.
There is this warmth in my heart.. and im so thankful for everything.. even for the results..
acs I got silver too ok..:)
i thank mr ong too. cos he's the one who gave us mr sim

2006-04-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

im kinda happy.. i learnt how to stike matches!
and i still have alot of space in my bag for clothes.
went shopping today..
bought stuff..a new belt!..
i went to anchorpoint to get the stuff like wet tissues
then in the end.. i didnt.. cos i tot i would go to suntec to meet cheryl and get them..

laura, rophi, nana and i met joy in the mrt station.
laura and rophi left for joy's church..
and nana went home and later to the gym
i think going to the gym is super cool..
its like you get to ride the bicycle or sumthing..
and lose weight.. i really needa shed those pounds. hopefully obs will help me..

anw.. so i went to suntec to meet cheryl..
and in the end.. suntec didnt have all the stuff i wanted.
i think they were sold out..
but i bought a handbag for my mom..
its nice.. but i think its too hip for her..

still needa get shu sze's pressie..
i think wad joy and jocelyn are doing for her is juz super sweet..
very thoughtful.. will really miss shu sze..
hope she and daniel has fun..
i wonder if ai wee is missing daniel now..:)

i really like my obs group..
got cheryl.. and the guys and girls are ok too..
quite looking forward to it..
but i hate the dirty disgusting toilets..
but i should learn to rough it out i guess.
haha. cheryl wanted me to bring my inflatable mattress.
she's crazy..
if she wants. then she go and carry..
it will make us look so spoilt and kiasu luh..
imagine us pumping the bed up.. will look super dumb..

then at home..my brother was watching some match.. chelsea versus man u..
beginning was ok i guess. chelsea scored so fast..
some gallas guy i think..
then after that i fell asleep on the couch..
it was like super boring..
but i think wayne rooney looks super cute on the field..
and that chelsea is super rough on the field.
then i woke up.. the score was like 3-0.
my brother was super pissed..
i really dont see wad so interesting abt soccer.. pple kicking the ball around..

2006-04-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

today was good and bad..
it was good cos of the bio test.
it wasnt really good bcos of the a maths test..
made so many careless mistakes.and there were 4 people who scored 30!so my score looked pathetic.. GRACE IS ONE OF THEM.overall.. i really hope she counts in the surprise test in the PPR..
it was also bad cos i had this horrible cold.
i juz kept sneezing..
and when my fren was taking a video.. i stupidly went to look at the camera and looked super unglam with all the tissues..
at least the production is finished. super super exhausted..
im looking forward to shopping:)shopping makes me smile..
i juz need fuel tablets actually..
so no need to shop. but i really really want to.

2006-04-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday was horrible
though i did enjoy church in the morning
but it was horrible after that

spent 3 hrs listening to that stupid talk about chinese o levels
i couldn't fidgit, use the phone, sleep or talk
my tuition teacher scolded me everytime i got distract
so that balding guy kept droning on and on
and i kept nodding like i understood'
i felt so stupid
cos the people who voluteered to go up stage were able to form complete coherent sentences
in chinese
with idioms somemore
never in 50 yrs will i be able to do that
i should just drop HCL and take B chinese.
ugh

I will never complain about chinese lessons being long
1 hour is nothing compared to the 3 hours yesterday

eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i hate this
all i want is to see ML
he will clear all my woes away

i want to go out too
we were supposed to go on thurs
but
sigh

five reasons i think i want a better life
1) i hate chinese tuition
2) the tv ban is still on
3) im getting nowhere near my ML goal
4)i really really want to go out but i can't
5) im shedding hair

maybe i'll feel better when i see ML and rachel's new hair

2006-04-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

today really sucked..
i screwed up in everything.
assembly
physics test
and those words u said really hurt.
but im ok now.
i think.
physics was juz so so easy.. and yet i made a million dumb mistakes..
i dun even know whether i can get more than 20 now.
how could i even say that the rain drop will stop in mid air.i felt super dumb.. at least leon said that too..so im not that dumb (:
i juz kept thinking abt the assembly during the test. i juz couldnt concentrate..
maybe its cos im super stupid or sumthing.

everyone juz kept laughing at me during assembly.
it was juz so embarrassing..
they went like.. eh sing tomorrow. i can use a laugh in the morning.
even teachers knew..
mr chan asked me whether i got into trouble...

i got so many people into trouble.
i am just so so sorry.

everything juz went wrong..
all i can do is sleep and hope and pray that tomorrow will be a better day..

2006-04-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

this week has been crap.

my sis is finally coming back from china..
really looking forward to it..missed her tons. has been weird seeing her bed empty..
i hope she bought loads of stuff home..
my maid's brother passed away so she had to fly back to philippines..and she's coming back 3 weeks later..
so now. im maidless and in abt 2 days' time.. my house is gonna be a wreck..

her brother couldnt survive an accident..
i keep wondering what i will do if i was without my brother..
my problems just seem so trivial compared to this.
i know i'll be devastated.

in school.. even though im amongst friends.. i juz cant concentrate.. its always drifting.
and i keep pmsing.. from feeling happy, i can suddenly feel broken inside..

i've had enough of you,
your words cut so deep.
i wonder if you even know the meaning of sensitivity.

2006-03-20T04:12:00.000-08:00

i finished all my hw yesterday.
it felt so good to come home and not do anything.
after going out for lunch, i went home to sleep. and i juz woke up.. 8+,juz in time for so you think you can dance :)!
feels so refreshing not to have any burdens.
this is such a boring post. but i dun care.. at least i posted.

life isnt all its cracked up to be anymore

2006-03-11T08:36:00.000-08:00

tonight was so fun..
celebrated joy's and jocelyn's birthday..

me and wee!

me and wee again! acting cute

rophi's a ghost!

im bright!

kissing the birthday girl!

rophi's being mean!

me ans spongebob! ( li lin made spongebob all by herself. she's damn talented!)

wow! julia is wearing such a hip guess shirt! :P

i love laura to bits!

group photos!

ai wee shu sze and jasmine pretending to be strangled

rophi hitting spongebob!

laura hitting spongebob!

me and joy(birthday girl) my thighs look so fat

rophi is hogging all the sweets!

the cake! cheryl and grace baked it! its really nice. grace even made icing.

omg! julia is white!

really late now. so gonna sleep
HAPPY BIRTHDAY U GUYS! hope u had fun..

2006-03-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

im really really happy!! :))
training was fulfilling.
i ran like more than 10 rounds ..actually jogged more like it. and my 100 metre timing is 16 secs!
i know its no big deal to all the sports pple.. but to me. it is a great achievement.
and when me and ai wee went home on the bus. i fell asleep..
thankfully i woke up in time.

sigh. my results sucks though. got 18 points i think..
my maths got Cs.. the only thing im happy abt is social studies.
i feel really dumb. i mean i knew i wasnt that smart but i din noe i was dat dumb..
nvm la. try harder next term.

im also confused abt my spiritual life. im not growing..
i really really hope God will show me the way..

anw..happy bdae to joy sim and joy yeo!

2006-03-03T06:49:00.000-08:00

band was horrible today
mr ong juz kept dissing us and dissing us
i was juz going to die.
i felt so lousy. i always tot i was ok. but now i feel useless.
i mean. the constant insults are juz totally getting to me..
i now understand how grace and laura felt when mr ong kept dissing them.
mr ong used to compliment us tons. but now. its like he hates us.
one point of time he's so nice to me. and another. he stares at me like i suck.
i really dun understand.
and im really starting to get tired of my section. im sure they are sick of me too.
i mean i love them loads cos they are nice. but now i stop being so close to them. its my fault i guess. i always pang sei them. sigh.
ikea was fun though. i had meatballs and ice cream. im so broke now.

gavin juz showed me something cool
http://youtube.com/profile?user=ponkass
its him doing some cool magic tricks.

2006-03-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

MLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLML!!!!
yay!

i think im sick of eggs
really
that day at cheryl's house
we used like 2 cartons of eggs to make the kueh cake
and we had so much egg whites and egg yolkes left over
so i was forced to cook them
not like i wanted to

nobody wanted to eat my egg white desert
especally aiwee
only shusze was nice about it

so today when i tried making scrambled eggs
it turned kind of lumpy and kept leaking
my mom said it was 'disgusting' and that i 'cant cook'
i hate eggs
let's boycott eggs
oh. and i got scolded three times in school today

GOOD HABITS:
boycotting eggs
touching the ML's hair
watching jewel in the palace
quitting the borrow-paper-from-julia habit
joining the sandwhich clan
singing 'i feel pretty'
buying ice mountain mineral water bottles
preventing aiwee from going to the toilet 10 times a day :)
boycotting eggs
boycotting eggs
boycotting eggs

MLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLMLML

i am grace by the way..rachel wun write something as lame as this!

2006-02-18T03:08:00.000-08:00

uugh.. cross country.. it went quite ok..
but i lost my swatch watch. so it was kinda expensive..grace found a 9.60 phone card.. she told me that she wants to sell it and give me the money to buy a new watch.. so nice ..
and i got top 10 for the fun run.. which isnt much of an accomplishment.. cos only the slower ones go for that run..
and it was not fun..
but the great thing was..me and laura were praying abt getting in top 10 and we did.. so that shows that God is always there for us..
and i really didnt wet laura's book!it was the sun!
im very sure! cos it wasnt wet and stuff.

after that. we went to king albert park to eat at macdonalds..

my fringe finally doesnt look that weird here..
and rophi act cute!

saw mag and kim from church..mag was going to that fun o rama thing but i dunno where kim was headed.
then laura and rophi came to my house. we played cards.
laura lost. and then we all slept on my bed.. i really fell asleep after they left for like a ton of hours.

class is so much more fun.. the guys are really fun and the teachers are quite ok too..
and well council.. its a whole other issue..
quite sad for melissa and junwei..
i think they really deserve to be in council.. they are like damn good. i feel so bad for them.
if i were in their situation. i'll be really sad. they did so much for the fund raising..
poor thing..

it's a weird world and it wun slow down

2006-01-08T03:04:00.000-08:00

ugh..
today was horrible..
my hp got stolen.. ( i cant believe pple would want a lousy hp like mine)
and i look horrible wif my short fringe..
i really really hope no one laughs at me when i go to school..

ok.. forget all that.. i dun wanna dwell on sad sad stuff..
orientation juz ended..
i love 1a'06 so so much
i'll always remember them..
the guys always made me smile and laugh..
and the girls were juz the sweetest things..

and even though we did not win the class cheer nor did we win the talent time..
im juz really glad that we did it together..
and its "not abt winning.. its abt the process"quoted from benedict.
and i really thoroughly enjoyed the process wif my class..

but i noe they were very noisy.. poor joy..
after me and yong zhi left for our ccas..
she was left alone..to handle the whole class
but i think she did a great job..

ugh.. one thing bad that happened during orientation was when gabriel disobeyed me and went to the hall to play badminton even though he wasnt from DSA..
so i went to chase him..
he's a really small guy..
so right.. he ran behind this guy.. and this guy shouted at me and said i was bullying gabriel..
i was damn insulted so i walked out..
then gabriel followed me out.. i think he felt very guilty..
so i made him promise me he'll never do it again..
i guess i should have scolded that guy. but i decided to forget it..
at least its all over..

and during talent time..
when the band went to play pirates of the caribbean..
my class girls shouted my name from the audience
i felt so HAPPY :)
thanks girls..
i heard from nicole it was belda and allison who thought of it.. i was really really touched.. :)
they are like juz so thoughtful

and then.. when cassandra came all the way to the band room to thank me for the ice cream.. i really really felt proud of my class.

so i juz wanna thank 1a for all the great memories..
cos i will never forget them..

2006-01-08T00:00:00.000-08:00

i resurrected the haiku!
and aiwee resurrected the ryhme
but her ryhmes dun even
1) ryhme
2) make sense

so anyway
here's the haiku:
breakfast is oatmeal
after church eat mutton soup
wedding ring is gone

then aiwee's haiku, about the fringe frenzy
sissors in one hand
holding fringe in the other
while i snip away

so..
that's the 14th trend from last year
and im going to start blogging in haikus frm today onwards

my measles have cleared
the dreaded flu is now gone
tissue rations end

and laura thinks she's the fringe trensetter just because rachel cut hers too..
that' s only one follower of THE FRINGE
haha
i want to go school tmr and teach rachel how to cut her fringe

2006-01-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

ugh.. so embarrassing..
after badminton selections
i went to play badminton..
leisurely..
and then in the beginning.. i always suck one..
i need like u noe.. warm up
and then so embarrassing.. in front of everyone.. i kept missing the shuttlecock..
so embarrassing
and then the stoopid person went to record it.. on video..
if this goes public.. i'll never live it down..
im not that lousy lor..
and then my class pple were laughing and so were the seniors..
ah.. so pai seh lor.
i juz cant work well wif pple watching..cos im so shy..cant show off..
(this is a reason.. NOT an excuse)

and then joy was like so pro.
kept hitting..
ah.. then they were like totally dissing me..
so i looked horrible compared to her..
ah.. nvm.. i'll soon forget this horrible day..

but.. today's orientation was quite fun..
i worked wif belda and alison wif the script of the skit
they are really really nice..
really really..
but its quite hard to take care of the class.
they all dun wanna listen to us..

and the guys in my class are so cute..
so so cute
so small size
i feel quite tall among them..
im sure laura feels the same wif her sec 1s.. right laura?

haha.. im sure grace will have her pick of short sec 1 guys..

ugh.. i juz cant cant remember names well..
the sec 1s all look the same
all so very adorable..

ugh. tomorrow we have to present our item.. hopefully.. we can get into top 5 so we can perform on talent night..

2006-01-03T06:04:00.000-08:00

im awfully depressed.
i got the worst measles break out ever.
and school was equally depressing..
all the talks were so depressing
cos they were going on and on about the discipline in school was going down and so on..
setting GOALS for O LEVELS and JC....
i mean.. it's only the first day of sch for crying out loud!

i kind of miss my old class..
i know everybody says that but... .
i really hope i can adjust quickly
and keep to my resolutions

but come to think of it..
school wasnt all that bad
shusze aiwee and lilin bought this banana chocolate cake..
and surprised me with a song
i liked the cake . but it was a little battered by the time i ate it cos i accidentally samshed the sides.

ok.. im not so depressed after all.
at least i made it home in 40 min..
so that's one new resolution that i kept!

thank you cheryl, laura and rachel for the gift!

2006-01-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

im burnt..
sec 1 orientation was quite fun
got to noe the sec 1s
they are really cute..
some were so blur..
but there's this girl
i really really wanna reach out to her..
i mean.. she's a really nice person..
and juz bcos she comes from another school.. the fairfield pri cliques arent really willing to accept her in..
i really wanna see her toking and interacting wif the other girls.. or even guys..
that is wad i wanna achieve by the end of orientation

we played the scissors paper stone game..
they had fun i think..
except for those who werent very enthu

and that edward and daryl..
they kept pointing to something on the pillar
then i tot they were juz trying to freak me out..
so brave me juz sat there.
and then.. curiousity got the better of me.. then i looked over..
i saw a cockroach!
that was the highlight of the day i think.. haha..

ok.. its not farnie.. but it was suspenseful RIGHT

so there is also this friendliest councillor contest..
rachel meng wants to win it..
but u see.. im like so frenly then im afraid cos i have her name.. then the pple actually wanna vote for me.. but in the end MISTAKINGLY vote for her..
so we went to publicise our surnames..
that part was pretty fun..

joy was very enthu wif the kids..
when she shouted her name.. everyone heard her..
but when i shouted my name.. no one heard me :(
so i had to keep repeating it.. it was like the childish boys kept on saying
i cannot hear i cannot hear..
ugh..so irritating

GRACE GREW PIMPLES
finally
she's maturing..
she always had baby skin..
i look like an indian..
cos i got one in the middle of the forehead
seeing ai wee grace cheryl shu sze julia they all
made me miss lessons a lil'

i heard from rophi we muz return the library books by 6th jan?
issit?? cos i think i haf 2 books missing!crap

2005-12-27T04:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACE BAOXIAN AND GERALD!
may all ur wishes come true..
and im sorry for forgetting at first..
:)

2005-12-26T19:11:00.000-08:00

babirusas
i love babirusas
yesterday, went to the night safari cos my cousin frm malaysia came over.

AND I SAW A BABIRUSA!!!!
it's like a cross between a pig and an anteater excpet it looks better.
and i hate avocados now cos everytime i eat an avocado it's always RAW or HARD or SPOILT.
only aiwee knows how to eat avocados... no actually.. she dosent.. cos she eats it with ice cream.

avocados goes with eggs aiwee. everybody knows that.

and speakiing of aiwees.. i cant wait for her and cheryl to come back. im really bored now since i dun have any toking partners.

STATISTICS FOR YEAR 2005

NAAN count: 11
BABIRUSA count: 3
PRETTY FAT BOYS count : 4
AVOCADO count: 4

2005-12-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

haha.. i juz read ai wee's post..
i agree that julia will totally have the julia look man..
she has that look EVERYTIME
and also.. grace will roll her eyes and flap her arms and say.. OMG that will be so cool (sarcastically)
so i read that ai wee's FINALLY coming home to Singapore..
its abt time..
i really miss her tons..
are we gonna meet her at the airport like last time?

christmas really didnt seem like christmas this year..
usually my siblings and i would sleep at my aunt's house..and the next day she will prepare a yummy breakfast and bring us out to the country club to eat,swim or play..
but this year..
she was busy i think..so we were stuck at home..
my bro went to visit his new jc, temasek..
it was really really far..
he said it takes abt 50-60 minutes to get there..
poor thing..
i bet he will always be late..
then we had lunch at sizzler..
i ate chicken and i love the soup there!
the salad bar and all that stuff..
but when i was walking.. i suddenly felt like puking..
at first.. i tot it was a false alarm..
then suddenly.. it all came out.
it was disgusting
i dunno why i puked so much..
my brother mom and dad didnt puke,even when they ate at the same restaurant..
so it wasnt exactly a great christmas for me.. unfortunately..

2005-11-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

ROPHI SUX AT DANCING.. period..

haha.. we went to laura's house to do homework.. and i did abt like 5 maths questions.. and then we went to play!
DDR.. dance dance revolution..
it was cool..
laura was like damn pro.. its not that she's a good dancer.. its cos she practice alot.. haha.. right?
ai wee was not bad...

ROPHI SUCKED>> but.. she's still great at swimming and stuff..
juz remember.. swim in front of the guys..never dance in front of them...
hhaha..
laura's house was fun..
and rophi made us watch the incredibles..
for her movie review
and then we all got so distracted..
all her fault..

2005-11-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

today, a very, very wet day
#1 wet incident
went to cut my hair. the hairdresser washed my hair and didnt dry it!!!! den she made me sit in the chair for 2 hrs with WET hair and there was aircon blasting in FRONT of me. so i was sitting there with wet hair and more hair all over me( cos i had a fringe) . i got a running nose in the end. so much for a hair cut.
#2 wet incident
good thing i got over that runny nose and went out with aiwee, jules, joc, joy and lynna. everytime i go out with julia( who was the ORGANIZER btw..) it always ALWAYS rain. and it's always ALWAYS wet with her around. hahaha. anyway, i rained really badly and my pants got soaked, it was so heavy i tot it was going to fall off anytime. and this angmoh person asked me to bring him across the road with my umbrella... i got more WET in the end cos i stepped onto this stupid puddle.
#3 wet incident
it was really fun though... going out with them. anyway, in the mrt train, with JULIA.. i spilled water all over myself cos i was trying to drink water frm JULIA"S bottle without touching the tip, and the train sort of jerked and so.... yah. water all over myself.in front of a whole carriage of pple. just my luck.

but wet incidents aside. i really enjoyed today. haha. we went to bread talk and gelare after dinner...where joc and aiwee bought this waffle and all of us sat there staring at them eat...until joy and lynna bought another one.

life under a fringe is warm and wet. i hate fringes.

2005-11-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

haha.. my bro is so stoopid..
he's like a fan of man u..
and he's screaming in front of the tv, watching the match between west hamp and man u..when west hamp scored in the very first few minutes, he got so worked up.. his favourite player is ruud vanistelroy or sumthing.. he looks handsome..
i always tot of my bro as a very brainy type.. but i din noe he could act dorky..

anw.. enough of him..today.. i was stuck at home while ai wee laura and rophi had so much fun SHOPPING>.
ugh..
my dad din let me go out juz because i had a cold..
and put me in bed... like i was some kid..

ai wee told me on the phone to jump around.. in front of my dad to pretend to be well and exclaim to him enthusiastically that i was alright.. so that i can go..
so i did.. and i looked so idiotic.. and my dad was like..
no rachel.. be more wise..
and ai wee starts laughing??
i dun understand.. haha

so when i couldnt go.. i asked them to go together..
and they went everywhere..
im so jealous..but they spent alot of money so maybe it was a good thing that i din go.. cos i din spend any money
laura spent 50 bucks.. ai wee spent over a 100 bucks.. but she's getting some back since i havent paid her for the bag that we got laura for her bdae..and laura and rophi owes her money too..
she used her nets card to buy the billabong bag..
shes so rich..
and rophi.. well.. she almost spent over her budget.. but thankfully she checked her nets card..
aiyo.. these girls need some self control!

and they bought grace's and rophi and laura bought clemence's christmas gifts alr..
still got quite a few more..
right now..we are so broke..
and im still trying to persuade ai wee to go wif me and laura shopping on tues. rophi cant go cos she got section outing. she shdnt go!..
and then..
laura and ai wee bought some 10 in 1 necklace thing..
laura made it sound so cool..
and then.. they said that the place they went to..
was incredible..
saying there were necklaces.. bracelets..everything..
EVERYWHERE..
i still needa watch movies but all the money is spent on gifts alr..
ugh..
and i needa get laura's present..
cos im her SECRET SANTA!
secret santa is damn cool ok..
i dun care wadever u guys say..
i read abt secret santa in a book.. cos im such a well read person.
and when i did it with rophi laura and aiwee.. they laughed and tot it was lame..
and we were supposed to NOT tell pple who we were buying gifts for..
but in the end.. after like a few minutes..
we all told each other alr..
NEVER TELL LAURA AND ROPHI SECRETS!
only ai wee can keep her secrets..
haha

is there still chalet???
i heard it was cancelled..

2005-11-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

BAD things that happened today
1) i was late for band
2) cos i forgot to bring the gate key when i went down, so i had to walk to bus stops away from the estate. And then i realised that i didnt bring my ezlink card. so i walked two bus stops back to the house. then when i walked back to the gate, i realised that it wasnt even locked. urrrrggggh!!! and i was walking with my saxophone the whole time.
3) in other words, i was late for band. not that it's a bad thing to be late for band.. but..
4) i realise, that the school's measuring scale/ ruler, is 2cm off. As in, all who had their height measured in school are 2cm shorter. which means that i didnt grow at all since last yr.

GOOD things that happened today:
1) i did homework. for the first time in 3 weeks.
2) i feel so accomplished cos i woke up at 8 today!!!!!
3) and then i did 1 composition, 2 comprehensions and 2 cloze passages.

2005-11-15T06:26:00.000-08:00

so many things has happened..

#jocelyn getting chased after by victorrio
#poor joy getting injured
#********** not being in our dept. anymore..
#people in my life leaving..

i dun feel like anything i did these past years have been eventful
or made an impact on anyone..

i juz tried calling joy..
but cannot get through..
i pray she can get better..
caleb is like feeling really really guilty right now..

poor jocelyn too..
i kinda feel really bad cos i kinda told victorrio that jocelyn tot he was cute and gina went to tell him that joc liked him..
and he said that that was the first time anyone ever told him dat.
and i think he believed her..
and he said that she was quite cute too..
then during the alien game..
he went running after pple..
then cos joc was too slow..
he caught her.. then she had to hold his hands..
haha.. she was terrified...

i mean.. usually.. i welcome change..
i noe changes will always happen..
but.. how come so many are happening at the same time?
nothing is real to me anymore..
like.. something that i tot could never change..

when hui shi and laura started crying today..
i dun noe..
im really sad and stuff..
but how come i didnt start crying..
issit cos i have no emotions?
heartless?
am i that willing to let pple go so easily?
since young.. my bro has taught me that frens will come and go..
but.. this time.. it juz feels so different..
i dun wanna say farewell anymore
i have said ENOUGH goodbyes..

im really really gonna miss him tons..
but i noe he's still gonna be there for me..
and will listen to my problems..
and if he's needed more at somewhere else..
i muz learn to let go..
juz let go..
he's always there.
unselfish.. kind.. funny..
and i noe he will never change..
if anything is changing. then its me..

not clinging to an ounce of hope..
nothing..
im cold..
im alone..
im sad..

juz like God.. he's always there for me..
always..
thats y i wanna build things.. eternally in heaven..
everything on earth is juz temporial..

oh.. and i lost my phone.. i really miss it loads.. i miss smsing even though i neva really reply msgs..
and even though its a lousy phone..
i have memories with it..

my head keeps whirling.. spinning..
i wish someone could juz take me away..
take me away from the pain..
take me away from everything.. to somewhere i can build sumthing eternally..
that will always be there..
all i want is someone who cares..
sometimes.. i wonder.. if i died tomorrow..
wad if no one might turn up for the funeral..
cos no one cared..
no one even noticed whether i was dead or alive..
i've had enough of empty promises. when pple juz pretend to care.. when inside.. they dun..
im tired of lies.. deception and backstabbing..
i wish it will all end.... here.. rite now..

juz take me away....

2005-11-14T07:27:00.000-08:00

TOP 5 REASONS I THINK IM GOING TO FALL SICk
1) I lost too much water in band today cos i sweated SoOoOoOoO much in band . The air con was spoilt. I was so nervous and so I sweated COLD sweat. And because i was warm i sweated HOT sweat.
2) I ate a rather stale NAAn today... it was kinda hard.... but nice. I liked it.. ex HON... but i wonder if it's ok to eat stale.. u noe.. bread?? I WANT FRESH NAAAAAN . i'll get a fresh one for ex HON too.
3) I have like 4 fresh mosquito bites and i may have dengue cos i got it when i went out just now.and that place is a dengue hot spot.
4) Ive been eating loads of sweets and naans since my mum is away. im going to be sick.
5) I want to fall sick. So i can skip band, tuition, and going cycling with CHERYL HENG.(haha kidding. )

i got a new egg toy. i named it maurice. i got a frying egg mold. i got an egg holder and i want an egg cutter. All from DAISO . i want a ripe avacado too.

2005-11-13T09:46:00.000-08:00

i kinda really like 3E and is really looking forward to next year even though there are gonna be alot of challenges..
of course im gonna miss some of my 2E frens that are going to 3F like rophi cheryl.. joy yeo..

but 3E is really gonna be a great class.. and im really happy wif the pple in it..
the guys are quite fun..
i have my dear laura. aiwee. grace. jocelyn. julia. joy sim. shu sze. jasmine. my close frens..

ugh.. got caleb wong also..
but sumtimes he's nice i guess.
haha.. my register number is right after joel..
that means i needa partner him for lab..
derek told me he was fun..
and laura.. well laura sees good stuff too.. rite laura? :)
so it gonna be ok..

at least there are more guys in our class now..
in 2E there were like 10 guys?
it was so quiet in class.
esp chinese class.
anyone could sleep in chinese class.
i fell asleep alot of times..
so boring..
but i still find dai lao shi a good teacher..
and cheryl was fun to sit next to.

and even though rophi is not in my class anymore..
we can still hang out in band..
see? band isnt that bad.. it helps us get together!

i cant believe i actually believed gavin when he told me that ms ng asked me to do a solo performance for talent time!
i am so ego! there's no way ms ng will choose me.. who was i kidding?

but its kinda cool that i am gonna be a station master for amazing race in band..
i rmb council's farewell..
lanz told me that i was supposed to be station master for changi or sumthing.. and i was so gullible and believed him..
at least this time it isnt a joke..

rophi is also one..
laura is jealous.. cos her section's too small.so she cant become one..
haha..

im really gonna miss the fun that me rophi and laura have together next year..
they are really my bestest best frens.. they have always been there.. when im sad.. happy..
i will always love them alot..
but its still not the end of the world.. me and laura can always hang out wif rophi in band.. during recess..
and cheryl too!
and i still get to be wif my close frens.. grace joc jul ai wee shu sze jas..
grace told me that she would really miss cheryl..

and even though this year is ending..
i will always remember it as it has been really an eventful one..
and i wanna thank everyone for letting me be a part of it...

rachel

2005-11-10T00:03:00.000-08:00

i ate an avacado today.. it was unripe and horribly hard...
i like avacados
but i hate unripe ones..
ugh
i went to blend it and added mayonaise to it
it tasted like fish roe in mayo
ugh
not that i dun like fish roe
but i hate unripe avacado

i think the avacado is the prettiest fruit ever
i like the colour

anyway . cheryl's gonna appeal to go to 3E ... i hope she can get in
but if she does. she says she'll be the only history student in 3E.. unless rophi appeals too...
but they shld let her in... even if her reason for appeal is 'friendship'...hahaha. i wonder what miss lim will think abt it.

i dun want to go band tmr
i want to stay at home

TOP 5 REASONS NOT TO GO BAND
1) i need to buy a RIPE avacado
2) it's a day after robert's 2nd week aniversary
3) i want to watch 'hey ARNOLD' which starts at 3.00 so i'll miss it if i go for band
4) if i go for band... i'll embarass myself in front of benjamin (quek)
5) i dun have a water bottle to bring to band cos i lost it at the band room

2005-11-09T06:46:00.000-08:00

i blogged
the last time i blogged?
say. 3 months ago.....haha

SOMEBODY else likes RASINS too!!!!!!
YAY i thought i was the only one...
good... aiwee likes them...
Raisins are good... their health food..hey. It RYHMES!!!
aiwee's ridiculous... she planned to burn the school down because of the streaming results... going on a strike would be more practical....

and she came to my house. She said my room was neat. no. MY room IS neat. we discussed health foods and junk foods (when my mum goes to kedah nxt week i can fry prawn crackers!!!!) but i'll miss my mum though

we were supposed to make bake tmr but the food polices coulnt make it cos they had to make stress balls.

FIVE THINGS NOT TO WEAR TO A WEDDING DINNER
1) OP flip flops
2) FBT shorts
3) BLACK or MARoon coloured round neck/ v neck / shirts from GIORDANO
4) Ripped PAnts
5) Ripped Jeans or Jeans

TV SCHEDULE (starts from 7)
7.00 Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa/ Trick 3
8.00 Extreme Japan / Eat dinner
9.00 Rainbow Connection
10.00 Stariway to Heaven
11.00 - !2.00 Chinese show on channel 8

tv for 5 hours...so 5 hours down, 19 more to go..

I LIKE RAISINS
I LIKE IKEA
I LIKE ROBERT
I LIKE STRESS BALLS
I LIKE PRAWN CRACKERS

2005-11-08T03:58:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. im ON LAURA! i blogged ahhas.. actually the only reason i blogged was to show laura.. hahas.. hmmx tdy we had choir... ok er.. it was better i guess.. hahas i hope it improves i mean its been gettin real bad recently if u noe wad i mean. anws ahahs lets talk abt sentosa! after church on sunday the whole cell went to sentosa for bonding! frankly, i was kinda bored at first... but it gt better n better! we played captain's ball n splashed abt, stupid jane... go kick water at mee... - i didnt bring extra change! hahas but it was real funn! then some of us went cyclin.. whoops.. n i breaked a few times but accident and caused liz to er hurt herself n fall off- oops sry liz! eh but seriously, cyclin jus gets better n better! im lovin it! heehs.. we left sentosa at abt evenin time ya then we went back to harbour front for dinner. lol, it was totally lame, we went frm like er pasta mania - cos it was too crowded, to yoshinoya- cos it was too crowded too, to subway- didnt feel like eatin there to the food junction where we finally settled down. oo haix.. me, liz, n gail left early... wanted to stay on n talk but nvm ahahs.. the day still rocked! i love my cell.. hahs i tink we're gettin closer! ehs anws, tdys nicol's bdae... so hppy bdae! hahas im goin broke, so many ppl r born in november... nvm.. ohohohoho... i forgot to say sth real important... i gt a TAN!!! its soo ooo cool! hahahahahaha im darker im darker im darker!! everyone thinks soo!! shermaine said i look so much more darker now, last time i was soo fair, well tt was wad she said luh but ttx cool anw! i wanna go suntan again.. its cool i love my TAN! oh hahas n u shld see rachel wif rebonded hair.. haahs she looks pretty gd gd... heehs.. ok ttx all..I BLOGGED LAURA I BLOGGED I BLOGGED I BLOGGED- i hope u read this.. hahahaaaaaa

2005-11-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

juz came back from china.. had a great time.. teaching english.. growing closer to church frens.. hugging the kids and SHOPPING! i love ridding on the trishaws in china.. they are so cheap!

i loved teaching the kids english.. they are sooo cute(the pink shirt and the yellow one especially).. and so willing to learn!

there was this other younger girl in the church.. she was so cute.. so me and my fren gloria could not resist taking a pic with her..

my fren from MGS also did a french manicure for me when we were resting.. MGS girls realli like to paint their nails.. monica, sarah, jessica.. they all bought like 6 tubes of nail polish..

i took a pic wif this cute china guy called jerry whom all the girls esp kim and pho fell in luv wif...

i washed and straightened my hair for like a real cheap price.. it looks kinda nice.. so i bought a straightening kit..

(on the coach wif steph luan and gloria!)

me and my church teachers.. they're real nice!

me monica pho and gloria.!

my reflection in the water!

Me and luan, my sunday school teacher..

Candied Haw!!!

me eating candied haw!

its my book on the wall!!!!

the oyster farm where they cultivate oysters

me at the oyster farm where we ate our seafood dinner

the beautiful scenery (places you cant find in Singapore)

of the mountains

and padi fields

these are the wedding dresses that they wear..

to tell you the truth, even though china was fun, i missed Singapore loads. I missed their clean toilets, their orderly roads and most of all.. my friends and family..
i kept thinking abt my band frens.
laura rophi ai wee grace and the whole gang
missed them alot alot..

and my family
my dad(bought him a painting)
my mom(scallops..)
my sis(all of the stuff i bought for myself can be shared my her so actually she has the most pressies..)
my brother..(when i came back, he said he still wished i was in china..so mean rite? but i still missed him loads)(bought him a cool adidas jacket)

2005-10-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

anyway.. glad this whole period is over. over over..
can go out.. and haf fun...
and catch up on my sleep..
go out with my close frens..
i really love them loads.. looking forward to going out again like going out shopping and hanging out.. like in sentosa..
dat's abt it..
bbb

2005-10-19T04:21:00.000-07:00

my results suck..
i dunno.. i dun even think i can make it top 40.. but i reallly really want to..
cheryl and grace did so well..
ugh.. im like sharing a blog with 2 so smart pple.. sickening man..
i dun have any 80+..NONE.which sucks.. erm.. only home ec? 89.5...
i only got 70+ for english.. maths.. science..
no high A1s..
sucks la..
and then english.. my suspense story had no suspense at all.. which is like so lame..
got like 16/30 for the compo..
and my art.. got 65?
not that bad. i tot i would get 50+ cos my art is NOT good..

i think the subject im most sad abt is geog..
i missed out a 4 mark question that i knew how to do..
and.. i stupidly wrote.. CERTAIN extent..
and topo map got 2/10.. which totally sucks..
but quite proud for the case study.. i got 9/10..
in the end got 68.5.. quite disappointing actually..

chinese.. i got like 67?
yeah.. that sucked too.
i mean.. i used to be from higher chinese.
my chinese can still be so lousyy..
ha..my oral was the worst.. got 22/40..
and listening which was so simple.. i got 16?
i tot every question got trick to it..
then i write the opposite answer.. it always happens.. i read too much into the question..

science..
i was really happy at first for getting a 73.5..
but my class is juz soooooooo intelligent..
they all got like 80+..
me and julia were so happy for getting the same score..
but the happiness was soon gone..
everyone was beating us..quite upsetting man..
and the average is like 77?
and i got way below average..
joseph got 94 luh..
i find it IMPOSSIBLE>>
i mean.. my mcq minus more than 6 marks alr..
these pple are like geniuses..
sometimes i really hate the competition..

and home ec.. even though i did well.. my overall still only got 78.8..
quite disappointing..
LILIN is dynamite.. everything like all got 80+..
in the high 80s also..
shes like really super smart..

i really do not do well in competition.. really really really hope can get top 40..
i did so much beta in 1E..
i liked topping it..
and last year got 26th in the level..
but now.. dropped like siao..
suddenly.. everyone is super duper smart..
think i wanna take geog.. at first i heard a lot of pple wanna take geog..but now.even though there are less pple who wanna take history, but the few pple who wanna take history are very smart... but i really want geog to be the best class...

i dunno..
i guess now is juz the time to pray for the best...
mus thank God for not getting any 50+..

and im gonna miss being in the auditorium.. grace and julia are really nice to sit with.. even though they keep beating me..
ugh..

rachel..

2005-09-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lonely by Akon <-- click on this to watch the song Lonely by Akon

2005-09-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

yeah! my bdae was fantastic.. thank u. u guys.
happy bdae to ai wee. val.. and julien!
so many pple born on the same day.. so cool..
anw.. im gonna list out all the pple who made my day so special..

to aiwee laura and rophi..
thanks for the gorgeous converse shoes.. i really love it.. and will keep wearing it!.

to david clemence and nicol..
thanks so much for the cool pink ripcurl bag.. its a really pretty pink bag..

to cheryl. grace. jasmine. shusze..
thanks for the lovely 3 quarters shirt..im gonna accessorize it with the cap and bag..

to joy julia jocelyn and xinghui..
thanks for the adidas bottle.. hope i will never lose it..

to valerie..
thx for the amazing cool pink mizuno cap..and for going to buy it even when u had a test the next day..

to nada..
thanks for the really cute necklace..im gonna wear it to church on sundays..

to li lin..
thanks for the really cool and funky earrings..im gonna wear it after my ears heal..

haha.. most of the presents are in the same shade of pink too..

to all the pple who smsed me at 12.. and the bdae testimonials.. and the birthday e cards..
thanks so much.. i was so happy to receive those msgs..

and to those who wished me a happy bdae.. i really thank u..cos i really did have it..

and the sci test wasnt that bad. truly God's grace.. cos i fell asleep in the afternoon and din study much..'

thanks all of u guys for making the day awesome.. love ya.. muacks muacks!!!

2005-09-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

hmph.. some bdae mine is gonna be..
its like.. we planned to go out today.. to shop for presents..
and then more and more pple couldnt make it cos they had to study for their eoys.
ugh..
so i called the whole thing off.
so we still haven got so many pple's presents..
its like next week is even a worse time to get the presents cos the eoys will be nearer then..
been sleeping too much..
been doing nothing.. i wish i went shopping today
cos i wun feel like i wasted a whole day and would have got all my shopping done..

yuckkkss

2005-09-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

I'VE PIERCED MY EARS! IVE PIERCED MY EARS!
i feel so happy..
but i dun think i look any better though.
but im so thankful to God that it din hurt..
at all..
thanks ai wee for saying that u told me so..
haha.
laura and rophi came with me to bits and pieces..
and then b4 that..
there was this other shop that used a stapler like thing to pierce tears..
and there was this girl that was gonna get her ears pierced and was looking very calm..
laura kept saying to me how stoopid i am to be scared when that little girl wasnt..

when we reached, laura pierced her second ear hole.. it looked painless when she sat there..
but i was still so scared..
when she got up.. she said no pain at all..
then after that.. when i wasnt paying attention to her, she told rophi, "very pain very pain"
then i was next..
i was so scared..
i gripped onto both their arms..
and sat down..
with my eyes closed..
then they pierced one of my ears..
it was like no pain..
my eyes opened and lit up..
i was like begging them to pierce the next one..
next it was rophi..
she pierced her second one too..
after that.. we were all so happy.
so we went shopping..
laura bought this green necklace and i bought a shell and pink necklace..
very nice..
then we all went home happy..

2005-09-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

y do u suddenly hate me so much.
wad have i done wrong?
i dun understand..
am i such a terrible person?
we used to be such good frens..
and now.. we're enemies?
so..
thanks for listening to my problems..
thanks for being there

thanks for nothin..

2005-09-04T23:05:00.000-07:00

hahas... erm short bloggin! yupp hey.. m UBER hppy! mum didnt scold me for losin ovr $150 worth of stuff!!! weird though, she so called scolded me for losin my report bk n my report bk can b printed all ovr again... but i might nvr b able to find my stuff ever again... hmmx... yupp yupp hppy now...! mum said tt she didnt mind buyin me my make up all ovr again... or at least i tink she said sth like tt :) hehex. haix... seriously man, i haf been losin sooo much stuff recently, gtta b more careful yupp. anw, m bored now... haix..i wanna go out le, i dun care, im goin on a OUT SPREE after exams... i need it badly... heehx.. ahhh hahas.. guess wad!? today's MONDAY!!! i lurve mondays!!! shusze- ANTM fan 1/2 too!!! mondays mean there's america's nxt top model! cool ehs heehx... mus watch this episode k shusze, dun miss it again!!! :) anws, erm in case i dun blog tmr- HAPPY BDAE BOLIN!! hahas [ mummy rmbed ur bdae k, but wad abt u? 'ur bdae's 26th aug right'] lol hahs jk... yupp & i encourage evryone to gooo watch america's nxt top model- it rawks!

2005-09-02T21:28:00.000-07:00

hahas opp thnx rach n grace... guess i hvnt been bloggin & checked our blog for a real long time so this is erm a belated thnx? yupp... so bloggin today, cus erm gt inspiration? dunno... ya... anw... erm talk abt horrible... im summin up wadd hppned yest... horrid!! urgh, dun even wanna tink abt it. hmmx... lets see...
2nd september- my day started off erm great? i guess... but hey... i went to sch w/o my gown & everything- totally forgot abt the whole performance thing? yupp, but i wasnt too fussed up ovr tt matter... gt our report bk back- guess wadd? lost it too... i had it durin geog still but weird though, it jus suddenly disappeared? - i STILL was relatively calm... then at night, choir performed, nt bad, had a fun time talkin to jelin and radinka... then... watched finished PIE night bfore headin home... my feet were achin like mad, hands too... its like i was some old lady liddat... hahs... ok, erm i gt scolded by my mom for losin my report bk, nt exactly called scolded i guess but ya, my bad anw... uh huh n the worse is yet to come... i lost like ovr $150 worth of stuff- my shoebag, my cosmetics, my choir shoes, my urgh, fairfield socks! i hvnt told my mom yet, gtta break it to her gently ltr... hope i'll b ok... i seriously hope tt my report bk n shoebag's still back in sch n tt i can find it! urgh... great! one more thing... i cldnt slp the whole night!!! stupid choir performance- caused my feet to ache soo much... it was achin the WHOLE night!!! haix... yupp ttx all.. but its bad enough right... LAST DAY OF SCH SUMMORE LARX! im startin to dislike last day of schs now... yupp guess i jus gtta lk on the brighter side of things? pray yupp n cux... its the hols now sow i shld jus cheerie... it'll b fine right... how can things get worse now.... :)
yupp...
HPPY HOLS PPL!!! enjoy it cus gtta start studyin lots soon...

2005-08-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

juz came home frm laura's house.. we(me rophi and laura) had to go and spend even MORE money on presents for the teacher and ai wee is also chipping it..
i think we spent more than30 bucks each alr..
sigh.. then took taxi home again cos it was 10+ in the nite alr..
and then in the morning took cab also.. cos we woke up late..
i saw this really nice cap in royal sporting house!!! very very very nice..
i needa save up...........ugh
i hope the teachers would really like our gifts. cos we took quite a long time to get everything done..
and i found out today that my average suxxxxxxxx..like shit..
even though i got like 7 points, my average is crap compared to the rest of the class..
and in the end, its the average that matters most.. not the L1 R5, i heard alot of pple got my score cos they did well in art..
i find it so unfair..
i got a B3 when other juz got 80+/
thats a lot of marks..
im damn sad..
that means i'll probably haf to start studying.. but somehow i juz dun feel like it..
i really wanna get into triple sci and take geog as an elective.. i think that's gonna be my ideal combination..
hopefully, i can get in..
really hope and pray..

gtg..
rachel

2005-08-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

yah Happy bdae cheryl!!!!!!!!!!
grow up quick
enjoy..... haha.....the cap dosent fit u issit? cos u too small sized...must grow more...

I LOVE CHINESE LESSONS!!!!
so fun
me and shusze and jasmine always have a sandwhich eating party dunring chinese
and julia will always go like ' URGHHHHH!!!!! STOP EATING'
but.... to no avail.....julia's missing out all the fun..... ham sandwhich tuna sandwhich egg sandwhich!!!!!!!!!! but julia's nice cos she gives me loads of water to drink when im thirsty..... and yah.. sorry julia.....cut ur hair today...didnt mean to...... u look funky now...haha

i have officially divorced HON...... haiz...i feel so sad..... i want another hon replacement.......( i wish me and aiwee ould get back together again.....)

but nevermind....... i have shusze my new crapping/dare-eating-in-class/singularity partner.......here's the schedule for chinese leesons :

MON: eat sandwhich
TUES: drink coffee/tea
WED: sandwhich/home ec food
FRI: drink coffee/tea

2005-08-23T08:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAE CHERYL!!!!
ure 14 already.. growing up so fast..
in maturity.. not physically.. haha.
anw.. glad to see u haf such a great and special bdae!

today suckedd..
i got back my chinese paper..
got a 60.5..
im like so stoopid.. i copy the word from the box can also copy wrongly..
then minus 4 marks.. and also alot of others in the compre
felt damn wasted..

but for the math test..
im quite happy abt it..
but i really dun wanna haf high expectations.. cos im scared if i dun do well..
my spirit will really go down..
thanks to the great aiwee who was so good at teaching me on the phone yesterday!
shes really very smart..
but she doesnt brag abt it..

me and rophi also went to laura's house to work on the graphs.. but din do much..cos we very slow..
anw.. gtg
rachel
re

2005-08-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

ugh..
he is so getting on my nerves..
i wish he could juz stop bein' an ass..
ughhhhh..

-rachel-

2005-08-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

today was tons of fun! im grinning from ear to ear..
ms toh kept saying i look worried..
i think its my eyebrows..
cos they slope down..
i think i seriously needa pluck my eyebrows..
i dun wanna look worried..
but sumtimes its a good thing.. so i look more stressed and the teacher will give less hw..
anw.. the atmosphere in geog lesson was so scary..
everyone was made to stand..
and the pple with the highest scores names were called out first..
i was so scared..
i tot i was gonna be the last one called..
so i was like holding onto grace and laura's hands..
thankfully i passed,
when laura was one of the few left..
i was like shouting laura's name.. hoping that her name would be called so that she wun fail cos i know the feeling of failing.. its sucks..
so when i tot she failed i went LAURAaa..
cos i tot there were 2 pple left and ms toh said 2 pple failed..
but in turned out she was the 3rd person..
she din fail...
i was so relieved..

so after school..
i went wif laura ai wee rophi joc and joy to cold storage in anchorage to buy ingredients..
it turned out i din buy any ingredients..
but i bought sweets and some cooking utensils..
haha.. my dad said i could..
so after that me ai wee rophi and laura went to kfc to eat..
i ate this big meal..
i overestimated myself again..
i could not finish.. sigh..

later we headed over to laura's house..
we played cards(which i din win any games) and the game of life..
even though we kept saying we wanted to study..
cos poor ai wee got higher chinese test..
rophi was lagging in the game of life..
haha.. she cant succeed in life man..
ai wee won in the end..

so after the game of life we started recording our voices with music..
it was so fun singing along wif the music..
then while we were singing.. laura's weird cd player stopped playing..

laura's sister has great sense of fashion..
she wore a really nice belt..
haha.. so unlike laura :)

anw.. its like 11.45..and im pooped out..
rachel..

2005-08-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

i feel very confused now because:
1) i dunno if i shld eat rice or noodles for dinner
2) i dunno if i shld continue being a nun
3) if my hair makes me look like a/an
a) egg
b) ball
c) girl
d) boy
4) i dunno if i shld stop that brand of shampoo....i seem to be droping hair
5) i dunno if i shld bring pe t shirt tmr becos i dun even noe whether there's band or not

the only thing that makes me feel happy is:
i got a new pair of washed shoes today!!!!!!!

brushbrushbrushyourteethnowbrushbrushbrushyourteathnow

2005-08-08T20:34:00.000-07:00

today was a great day!
its started horrible though..
cos..
it turned out i forgot to bring the council stuff to return because i din noe abt it cos i was late for attire check when they announced it..
and when i went to school wif rophi..
she told me.. the news.. and whoever forgot it will be booked..
but i went to beg joel tan for mercy..
thankfully he said i could hand it up another time
so all was well..
then ms lim started scolding all of us..

then we finally started on our trip to marina
its was real fun..
me laura rophi jasmine and joy were one group
we were all childish and started climbing into the tanks..
and went on the boat..
and i also painted my face and arm!
then we were brought to food village..
i ate a snow mountain..
and got sum rice and cheese dog meal..
super tasty..

then we stopped by this singtel shop in marina..
then this salesman(he came from fairfield too)
told us to sms to post a msg on tv..and could get a baller id..
and he was real nice.. he gave everyone baller ids..
whether or not they smsed.
and then he told us if we were able to do a nice video..
we could win a 3G phone!
haha
totally cool rite..
so we did a video..
i came up wif a super lame idea..
sumthing abt our ages..
jasmine and i were supposed to do the beginning of it..
and then she kept laughing..
so rophi did her part..
cos she was so matured.. and would not laugh..
then during the movie making..
ai wee called my phone..
so i passed it to laura and she rejected the call..
i dun think we will win..
but it was fun..:DD
then after that..
me aiwee laura rophi and jasmine headed to meet clemence david and nicol.
so we walked rounds and rounds..
juz to find a stupid bus stop..
and when we finally did..
me ai wee and rophi got on the first 400A bus..cos the rest were all lagging behind and took the later bus..
then when we finally met up..
we headed to somerset..
i bought like a KFC meal and a huge tub of popcorn
we watched the movie seven swords..
in the beginning.. it was disgusting.
but at the end..
it turned out quite well..
the swordsman was so cool..
he sliced the ground in half!
too bad laura and rophi walked out
after that..
i met them..
and the rest went home.
i overestimated myself..
the whole tub of popcorn was still almost at the brim,even after the movie..
then we went shopping for rophi's present..
we got her this really cool pair of slippers.. she liked it alot..
those kind which are more matured wif a teeny bit of heel..
i picked it out! so that means i dun haf bad taste ok!
so we all went home happy.
and our wallets very empty..
now i got a ton of hw..
that i haf not finished..
i love shopping wif ai wee laura and rophi!
cool buds..
the onli thing is.. they keep saying that i haf bad taste.. which i dun!
rachel..

2005-08-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

today was a horrid day because:
1) i sat on the floor of the MRT train and my skirt became all black
2) it was super muddy everywhere at the carnival thing and i dirtied my shoe( that was only one day's old)
3) cheryl's sponge couldnt save it
4) my shirt got torn
5) wad a bad day......
6) my balloon popped

it was a good day because
1) i finally adopted a son and a nephew

grace

2005-08-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

running a horrid ORRIDD flu....i feel horrible.... ugh.....used like a ton of tissues today.....
I think i caught the flu frm rachel.....haha...but come to think of it...it's not dat bad actually.....considering the fact that i could stay in bed today...
band was horrid yesterday.... i couldnt play anything...i felt so stupid when everybody knew how to play and i couldnt....

stupidstupidnose stupidstupidflu ughughugh stupidstupidpiratesofthecaribbean

grace

2005-08-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

wad a productive saturday.
did nothing..
im watching my life drift away man..

to all the pple in august.
HAPPY BDAE!
haiz.. so many pple born in the same month.
no $$ to buy them gifts..

anw.
gtg..
rachel..

2005-08-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

hahas... em... i blogged again... ok... er, this is lame larx... i've been like sayin tt for the past few times i've blogged... yupp... ok hmmx... yesterday was fun!!! really..!!! the ten of us, aiwee, grace, rachel, laura, julia, jocelyn, rophi, shusze, joy and me went to orchard tog... cine was like SUPER quiet larx... shockin... hardly anyone.. except for fairsians... i tink everyone tot tt fairsians invaded orchard yest larx... anw, we went to watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOC FACT.! cool rite... it was SUPER nice, ok mayb nt SUPER wif the capitals but super... yupp... ah... im tellin ya.. i LURVE MIKE TEEVEE K... he's hot... totally... i mean ya... he's gt a horrid character, but he looks totally.. YA.. then julia n grace was like- he's like soo many years younger than u, n u're crushin him..- hahas... but im serious.. charlie is cute but nt really tt hot yupp... but hehx.. i LURVE him too anw... lol.. o ya... i forgot to add abt wad we did BFORE watchin charlie-... hahas... was lame but fun k- let's do tt again grace!!! we split up n went to lunch at long johns n KFC. aiwee, laura, joy, rach n me went to long johns n joc, julia, grace, shusze and rophi went to KFC... joc fell for tt trick tt rophi played on her hahas... vry cute! after tt, we went to heeren... AH!!! here's the fun!!! we met at 37 deg. but me n grace went to converse after tt... then we saw shusze at some cosmetics shop n joined her!! hahas... me n grace went literally crazy lar.. aiwee, shusze n joc too... we tried on every single eye shadow on our hands- our hands turned super shiny after tt... n we deduced tt the 'autumn' colours were the best- brown n green; laura, for ONCE, green is nice... lol jk. the assistants were like glarin at us, but hehx, we didn't care:P! i mean for a while tt is, we had retarded response- we freaked after a while only...
lol, tt wasn't the only glare we gt k... after the movie we went back to heeren to take neos... me n grace lagged behind at the spects shop... we went in n tried spects, n A LOT of sun glasses- hey, they looked cool- we were lookin through the mirror and the assistants were lookin at us like we cldn't afford sunglasses... who says we cant k! - lol but we cldn't, at least nt for tt day. BUT ALL THE GLARES WERE WORTH IT!!! IT WAS FUN MANS...!!! yupp

2005-08-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

hahas... wow rite... i blogged twice in a day... today!!! which is like soooooo amazin... seriously... lol... lame. ok hmmx... home ec was a SERIOUS thriller ok... its like me n grace were some sorta saddist... no actually masochists... yupp we were BLOGGIN right IN FRONT OF MRS ONG!!! we clda gt totally busted larx... but we DIDN'T!!! cool ehs... yupp
after home ec was science... er... ya... another er weird? lesson ya... me, grace, rach n bix were tryin to sing dun phunk wif my heart... u noe tt part... - nononono... dun phunk wif my heart?- yeh tt part... n accordin to bix.. it wasn't even minor, we were off.. ya... mmx ok then it was chi... surprisingly, it was kinda fun today... we played sorta join words game... totally lame but fun.. yupp anw tmr.. choir gtta sing... so gtta get up REAL early.. so i gtg now ya...
'cheryl'

2005-08-02T20:36:00.000-07:00

hey... cheryl & grace here...we're like in home ec. class now... was spsed to like er research for some sorta sichuan food cuisine thingy.. but we ended up bloggin... anw bfore tt we went to some bdae site thingy n learnt how to say happy bdae in all sorts of lang... like in JAPANESE!!!.. hmmx how do u say tt again..? sth like Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu! yupp.. COOL ehs!!! hhax... uh hum.. now i will pass the time ovr to grace to crap... oh ya... i gt sth to add too.. TODAY I FOUND OUT TT ART COLOURS MY LIFE!!! I LURVE ART!!! I MEAN ABSOLUTELY!!! lol... like real... ok grace... im done...

im never sitting beside cheryl heng ever agaIN!!!!!!!!!! "O.. R U SURE" UHUH this is like so .risky lah i mean, mrs ong is just sitting behind us lah..............ugh im breaking my mid year resolution... actually not really....cos im not toking and this isn't an impt lesson.....but still.....we got screwed just now when she caught us shoutin out bdae greetings in different languages and i think she's gonna kil us again......

2005-08-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

i feel so wierd
for the first time
it's like everybody around me acts cheerful and happy all the time.
i do to
it's like u have to
dat's why it's so wierd
cos everybody's actually depressed inside?
i am too.... a little maybe... but still
so while others might think that we are living perfect lives
i say im not....

-grace

2005-07-28T19:12:00.000-07:00

jasmine here
wahaha... intruding here.
THIS BLOG SUCKS!! :P:P:P:P
LAURA HERE.. I AGREE WITH JAS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

2005-07-28T19:05:00.000-07:00

Grace here:
Ten pple who I wanna marry when i grow up:
1) BEnjamin Chan from band who is musically inclined and can play oboe
2) Robin Lee who has the coolest house and brain I've ever came across
3) rONALD Lee, Robin's brother....
4) Alex, my real brother's friend
5) NAthaniel gui who is also frm band
6) This atheletic shortie from sec one
7) Deric, my ex crush
8) Caleb Chng
9) All shorties from primary sch
10) ...... aiwee, joc and jules

2005-07-27T21:16:00.000-07:00

this is grace cheryL and rachel's bloggie!!!!!